Every time my mind start to wonder couldn’t help but look back about things in the past..
Events that i witnessed, peoples who cross my path, things that had major impact in my life.. And just by thinking of it all brings mixed emotions.
Some moments of helplessness, grief, & loss just makes my knees shake… my voice tremble and tears start rolling down my cheeks..But such events are unavoidable it happens just because it was meant to happen nothing in this world could prevent some situation to popped out from nowhere! it just happens.. There are those shadows who came my way some left footprints some just faded away..one way or another they all left memories like a dream as if i met them, knew them but not really.
Then there memories of triumph, joy and of new beginnings.. Success over physical,mental torture or as mundane as those over our own selfish wimps…
And yes of new beginnings the memory of that fresh breeze of spring that brings forth yet another hope.. Looking back i could hear mellow song being played over and over again reminding me of love lost & found.. I was so foolish then like child always stumbling down and every-time i FALL i have learned to push myself to the limit never give-up. I kept stumbling a few times over but when i found the right steps to take it lead me to a path i was so blessed to have found..
My trip down to memory lane is a roller coaster ride it has it’s ups & down. Nice to reminisce those good old stuffs.. T’was the past some ill blow to the wind goodbye, some ill keep lock deep down in my heart.
